I'll be honest...

I frequently flip-flop between these two extremes:

1. Total and complete resolve to carry out my vision, and
2. Publicly renouncing my adulthood and all associated responsibilities, then digging a tunnel underneath my house just big enough to accommodate me in a fetal position where I will stay until I get hungry enough to come out- so probably a solid 30 minutes or so...

I'm 33 years old at the time of writing this. And honestly I feel like I'm clear enough on the simple fact that I don't want a mediocre life. I want to play a bigger game. I want to create an identity and brand and all the requisite skills sets to help business owners, entrepreneurs, and the rest of humanity (hopefully) be more, do more and have more.

I want to inject "Wow!" into my surroundings. I want to create new economies, new wealth, and new ways of doing business by teaching an amazing philosophy that promotes focusing on the client more than the dollar.

I want to change how people think. I want to impact the philosophies of people that hold them back from jumping off the high dive of life. For instance, I know you wanna jump off. You're just scared. You know it's really no fun hanging out in the shallow end with your silly water wings strapped to your skinny little arms but that's where everyone else is. It's safe there.

You just can't seem to march yourself up and out, climb that 10-foot ladder and take a flying leap into the crystal clear water of the deep end.

What if you fail?!
What if you drown?!
What if you have to get fished out by the lifeguard?! Oh the horror.

I'm taking that leap on a daily basis and sometimes I belly-flop. A lot.

Coincidentally those seem to be the days where my adulthood gets renounced and the fetal position commences.

But other days, ahhhh, other days. On those days I slice through the water cleanly and neatly. It just works.

Those are the days that I'm thrilled that I took the first step up that ladder that seemed to stretch into the wild blue yonder. I'm trying to have more of those days.

Oh, and sidenote, someone just peed in the shallow end so I'd hurry up and get in the deep end if I were you.